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One Month Away
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The New Non-Profit!
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A New Adventure on Yap
Monday, August 18, 2014
Rock climbing
Of course, getting to the top was no piece of cake. It took a number of breaks and quite a few pep talks from my instructors on the ground. They were always guiding me, telling me where to put my feet, where hold onto, which way to go. Of course there advice was only good if I followed it.
Towards the top of my second climb, which was a lot higher than my first climb, I reached a huge piece of rock sticking out from the rock face. To my right, where this Australian guy was climbing, I could see lots of hand holds, practically a ladder to the top of the rock. But my guides were admit, go to the left. Now to the left all I saw was the big ledge In my way. I had no idea how I would get around it. Each time I tried, I failed. But they persisted. Go around the ledge and up the left. After many many minutes of debate in which I did nothing but hang there I decided to trust the people on the ground who climb the rock every day and I went to the left. And anyone want to guess what was around that ledge? Well of course it was the perfect set of hand holds leading right to the top. And I made it.
Of course that wasn't my only obstacle on the trek upwards. Oh no, half way I reached a tough patch of completely smooth rock. The next place to place my foot left my knee above my ear. They told, "just go for it. 1, 2, 3 and up!" Of course, I mean come on! My knee is next to my ear and I'm not exactly in great shape here. Let's jus say, it was not that easy. I hung there, physically exhausted, staring at that completely smooth rock. 5 minutes pasted. Then 10 minutes. And I was still staring at the rock as if I could stare holes into its surface and climb my way up. Finally I hear, "Don't think, just do! Sing a song or something! Distract yourself. Then, do it!" Well of course I could think of nothing to sing. Until a really old church hymn, whose name I can't remember, if I ever knew it, popped into my head. The lyrics were about God's strengthen. So I prayed for strength, I stopped thinking, and I climbing, all the way to the top! Haha, wait that's not what happened!!! What really happened was I fell about 2 feet then heard a voice from below yell, "Good, now try again!" Yes folks that's right I prayed for strength, He gave it to me, but I still couldn't climb the rock. It wasn't magic, it didn't come with the skills of an expert rock climber. What it did come with though, was the knowledge that I had the strength to reach the top. All I had to do, was keep trying. It took me 2 more attempts to actually make it past that bit of rock.
I prayed for strength thinking that God's strength would help me climb a mountain. Well, it did, I certainly could not have done it on my own. But, God's strength did not give me skill. Maybe I should have prayed for the skills of am expert climber, although I doubt he would give me that. To become a good climber I would need to practice and work out all the time. I would have to stay in shape and condition my body. God gave me the strength to climb a mountain, but the skills and lessons on how to climb that mountain I had to learn the hard way, by experience. I learned not to use my knee by using it and waking up the next morning looking like I had been beaten up. I learned where on the rock I could put my feet by putting them there and seeing whether or not I fell. Suffice to say, I did a lot of dangling from the rope with two instructors on the ground shouting instruction and not letting me give up. (Literally won't let me, I would hang there for a while and they would say "you go up, reach the top, then you get to come down") so I did reach the top, twice. By my third climb I stopped half way for fear of not being able to walk when I came down. Of course, it's been two days and let me just say, ouch! Walking hurts, but it's nothing compared to riding on the airplane. One flight down and four to go in the next few day, hoping my body will not be as sore when I get on my really long flights tomorrow!
Brittany Crutcher
Sent from helipad
Wednesday, August 6, 2014
Oh My Thai!
Back when I visited Bangkok more than a month ago I felt that God was calling me back to Thailand. I had no idea how exactly I was going to manage to get back. But after a lot of prayer I stepped out in faith. I bought a plane ticket, booked a guesthouse room, and started to plan what I would do for two weeks in Chiang Mai. I still can't exactly tell you what God's going to do with my two weeks here but I have already met some people and watched God work in ways I never thought I would see. I have met good people who have a heart for serving however, whenever, and wherever God tells them.
In two weeks I will be back home, seeing my family after three months apart. I will go back to school and work. But the experiences this trip given me will never leave me. They have become a vital part of who I am, and more importantly, who I can become. One day I will do this, I will step out in faith and serve God however and wherever He tells me. Today I am more excited than I've ever been to see where God will call me next!
Brittany Crutcher
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Wednesday, July 30, 2014
Preparing for Goodbyes, and Hellos
This week I am preparing to say many goodbyes. Although I have 3 weeks until I am home again, I have only a few short days with my friends here in Myanmar. I am heading back to Thailand soon to spend my last two weeks. I don’t know what plan God has in store for this trip back to Thailand, but I do know for sure that God has asked me to go there. I have learned a lot of valuable lessons on this trip. Like God’s plan and my plan are not the same, even if my plan was good and based in a desire to serve. God’s plan can’t be stopped. And if you ignore what He tells you He will come back and enforce His plan. My mother can tell you how I felt about my trip to Uganda before it all feel apart. She would tell you that I was filled with a lot of misgivings about the trip and wondering if I had missed God’s call. But I shouldn’t have worried, because He certainly got me where He wanted me in the end. Of course, it was a bit of a stressful process. So this time when I felt His call, and was sure it was His call after a lot of prayer, to return to Thailand, it was an immediate yes.
Out here in Myanmar I am surrounded by some great, Godly people. But it’s very different when you are surrounded by people outside your culture. Many time, when I faced a challenge, it was just me and God. Although I yearned for some kind of companion who felt the same things I felt I know that this trip has caused me to rely on God more than I ever had before. And I wasn’t alone at any point. Not only was the God over everything here with me but I have an entire support system back home that has helped me in some many ways I cannot express them all. Through email, messages, and phone calls I have received so much encouragement and much needed guidance, even when I was having a complete mental breakdown. I am truly blessed to have such wonderful people in my life.
I am living a dream I have had since sixth grade. I never thought I would be here doing this. I never thought God had this plan for my life. If this is how it starts I can’t wait to see where God takes me next! It can only get better from here!
Friday, July 18, 2014
The Flood
Today the rain was not as pleasing. Sure it meant the air was cooler, but it also meant the roads were flooded. I love water and walking through it, with one exception, flood water. I mean if it was simply rain water pooling on clean roads I would have no issue. But it's not. Firstly, the roads are not clean. Imagine a dirt road made of garbage. Then imagine storm drainage off to the side. Now these storm drains are almost always full and many times not draining. So the water just sits. And we all know what happens to sitting water. So some scum accumulated. Then the rains come and flood the road and suddenly all that scum is in the road. These drains are filled with waste of all kinds and are uncovered nearly every where in these neighborhoods.
I can remember growing up and the road down the street would flood and we would walk to it. My parents would tell me about all the dangers of flood water. Well when you need to cross the road and the road is covered with water, you cross the road. So on this trip I have walked through my fair share of flooded roads. One was so high that it came to my knees and I could barely keep my skirt from getting drenched!
Sometimes you walk through the floods, but eventually the water goes away. This trip has taught me more than just not to wear my nice shoes when it might rain. It has taught me how to hike up my skirt and walk through the flood. Through fear, confusion, heart ache, and pain. Sometimes the floods come and wash away all your preconceptions and your left feeling wet and naked. But God is always there, the water doesn't stay forever, and before you know it you are standing on dry ground. Until the next flood. And another flood will come, but it's days are numbered too. Have faith. Keep your head held hight because you are a child of God and walk through the flood water, no matter how gross, because you'll be a better person when you reach the other side.
PS. Check out this goose that wondered into a children's club meeting! Or a duck. I'm not really sure.
Thursday, July 10, 2014
Traveling Myanmar
Lasho was nice. Much cooler weather than Yangon and I loved it! We did some shopping, met with the pastor of the church and his family, and took a tour of the church. The next day we left for a 5 hour drive to Pyin Oo Lwin. We took a taxi with a driver and 4 passengers. It was tight and we were all happy when we arrived. The roads were like something out of a car commercial. Very curvy and tight and we were constantly passing semis. And it didn't help when we passed not one, but two, fatal accidents. Yes, could have gone without seeing those, especially since one was a motorcycle.
Now Pyin Oo Lwin was the most beautiful town I have seen this whole trip. It is small and full of fun things to do. The hotel was gorgeous and spacious and super cheap, although I do have to say that every time I walked into a hotel they charged me twice as much as my traveling companions. This hotel still rung in at only $30. No AC but it certainly didn't need it. The weather was fantastic and the town gorgeous. Horse drawn carriages, colonial style homes, and mind blowingly gorgeous flowers. We went to the church (which was amazing and surrounded by flowers), then to eat at a nice restaurant where I got some ribs and sushi. Next day we had a lovely breakfast at the hotel then off to the botanical gardens. We hiked up to the tower overlooking the gardens and town. Then we road the elevator to the top (7 stories) and walked down. It was very cool and windy and a little scary as the wooden steps were not in great shape. Then we had to walk down the epic hill we walked up to get to the tower.
Then back in the taxi for an 2 hour drive to the big city of Mandalay. Well the weather was certainly warmer, or hot. We arrived and checked into our hotel then went to see the old Palace. $1 for my friends, $10 for the white girl. Ah the life of a traveler. We climbed yet another tower, this one small, yet still needed some maintence on the steps. From the top you could see the many palace building. Most of them were the homes of many wives the kings had. And there were a lot of queen houses.
Then we went off to see the last church of the trip. The Mandalay church was just as beautiful as it the other two churches we visited this week. Although, it was quite a bit warmer there. Then back to the hotel and for our last night of the trip followed by an early morning. We finally made it on the bus headed to Yangon. The bus back was nicer than the bus there with personal TVs. Fun!
I'm glad I got the chance to see more of this beautiful country. If you are planning a crazy vacation you should definitely check out Pyin Oo Lwin. There is so much to see there and it has marvelous weather. And it like walking back in time seeing all the colonial houses left from the many years of English control of the country.
Monday, June 30, 2014
Bangkok
Yeah, I believe that it may have been one of the coolest places I have visited so far. I can definitely see myself going back to that city again. I felt a deep connection to it and it was the beautiful in so many ways.
I spent two lovely days there getting my visa renewed (successfully by the way) and doing a little shopping. I went to Siam Paragon (you should look that up). It was enormous! I must have gotten lost at least 10 times. Thanks to Dave for letting me know where I could find all the things on my shopping list.
I even went to the Church of God in Thailand, which is where I picked up a lovely care package from my family. It was an amazing feeling to open up something from home. I am grateful everyday to have such a supportive family that is ready to pick me up when I fall and help me accomplish my dreams.
Flying back to the Church in Yangon was bittersweet. I was glad to be back to my home away from home but also missing a city that had captured my heart. I hope to one day return to that city, but until then I have English to teach. This week we are expanding our vocab with games and movies. Tomorrow's lesson, Frozen!
Saturday, June 21, 2014
Brittany Pictionary
Got big plans for this week including getting a care package from my family which I can pick up on Thursday. Super excited to see what is in there.
Been chatting with friends from home and making friends here. Looking forward to an interesting week filled with English lessons, traveling, and, hopefully, laughter and hard work.
Also been speaking at churches. Speaking twice today. Hoping it sounds better when they translate it.
Thursday, June 19, 2014
Pasta, Pizza, and Pancakes
I have also been teaching English while I'm here. My students are incredibly quick at picking up the language. What I'm working on now is expanding the vocab. So tomorrow we will be playing Brittany Pictionary. I have yet to find any board games here but I have had lots of fun making them myself. So I made my own easy Pictionary game I hope will be at the perfect level for my students and that they will have tons of fun playing the game. I look forward to seeing how it goes!
Now lets talk hair. Humidity and rain equals so much frizz. I look like someone rubbed a balloon on my head. I brought some pretty good stuff with me, or what I thought was good hair products, but at last I feel nothing can combat this weather. I will have to learn to deal with the never ending bad hair day.
I am often struck by God's work here in Myanmar and by the people impacted by the church here. I hope that God will be able to work through me and use me to accomplish far more on this trip than I could possible accomplish alone.
Tuesday, June 10, 2014
Cold Water and Rain
Sunday, June 8, 2014
the Equipped vs. the Sent
Yesterday, before I got up in front of 100 people, I prayed that God would speak through me, and that I would remain silent. I believe that is what happened yesterday. Now I pray the same prayer for my English lessons starting tomorrow. I hope that God will use these lessons for the glory of his kingdom.
This trip has already proven to be more challenging than an experiences I have ever had before. I expect I will learn a lot and learn to trust in God. It's just me and You God, I will lean on you alone.
God does not send the equipped, but equips the sent.
Wednesday, June 4, 2014
First Week in Myanmar
So the first few days I was here I had, what some would call, "hit the wall." A mixture of jet lag (which is way worse than it sounds), utter exhaustion, little to no sleep, the realization that I am very possibly insane, and being thousands of miles from my friends and family. The black pit of despair I fell into was deeeeeeeeep. But luckily for me God put some great people in my life to help me be pulled back out again.
When I arrived I had no idea what I would be doing. I had no purpose and it was eating me alive. I wondered why God has sent me around the world to do nothing. That mixed with my black hole of despair I was in brought me to my knees. I spent hours simply crying out to God to help, to do anything really. I asked for him for strength, but it was two whole days before I accepted that it was just me and God and began to let God do the work. My mind began to shift from what I was there to do to what God was there to do. I did find a purpose.
So next week I will begin teaching English (yeah I know, scary right?). It is going to be interesting indeed and if anyone has any advice, I'm all ears. There will differently be a learning curve.
I will also be "preaching" at a church this week. It will be a first and it will be interesting. The good news is it's being translated so I only have to speak for 20 minutes to have a 40 minute sermon! Of course right now I'm looking at 15 minutes without translation so a little shorter than what they are used to here.
This week I also rode my first bus, taxi, and got to go with the young women here who work for the church to work with children. I love children and I had lots off fun with them. I can't wait to get some pictures posted so you all can see.
Saturday, May 31, 2014
Myanmar First Days
Wednesday, May 28, 2014
Airports
Saturday, May 3, 2014
Friday, April 25, 2014
First Rule of Mission Work- Be Flexible
Wednesday, March 26, 2014
Dangerous? Oh yeah!
I read an article today about a toddler that cut his hand on the monkey bars at his local park because someone had glued razors to them. It took me an hour just to wrap my head around something so horrific as a person who glues razors to playground equipment! Yet it is hardly the first time such horrors have happened in the states. School shootings and the teen violence rate have colored our news stories for decades. When I was in Guatemala the batman movie came out. When we heard about what happened in Colorado we were in shock. Yet just that morning we were discussing the murder of a local political figure in broad daylight. Guataka may have had a lot of guys with guns, but we have the truly crazy people. Our danger strike fear. Our dangers have no reasons.
Wednesday, March 19, 2014
City BBQ is HERE!
City BBQ is open from 10:30AM to 10PM and is located at 3292 Richmond Road in Lexington KY.
Tuesday, March 4, 2014
God's Got Plans
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
City BBQ Fundraiser
City BBQ
3292 Richmond Road
Lexington KY 40509
Saturday, February 15, 2014
Money Money Money
My first deadline is February 28th for a $250 deposit. This first payment is closely followed by a $500 payment due by March 3rd. I know that God will provide and that the money will come in, so I have fully placed my faith in him. Although I have been saving I cannot afford this trip without assistance from my Christ-following family, the Church. Friends and family please help me with pray and financial support. If you wish to give financially, thank you. Please contact me by selecting my name on the right hand side (in orange) and contacting me by email. I will send you a letter of support, an accounting slip, and postage. All money will go to the Church of God national office and each person who supports me will receive a receipt so you can use this as a tax write off.
For those of you who wish to support me through prayer, thank you. I know that God moves through prayer in big ways. Knowing that I have people who are praying for me everyday gives me the strength to go when God tells me too. If you are willing to provide prayer please contact me so I can keep you informed and send you my thanks.
I am really excited to be answering God's call to go to Uganda. I know that He is moving in big ways throughout my life and through this trip.
Sunday, February 9, 2014
Uganda and the STW Internship
Saturday, August 4, 2012
Bitter-Sweet Goodbyes
There is a boy in the village who was always around. He was the sweetest and kindest boy I have ever met. He just wanted attention which we were always delighted to provide. Saying good bye to him on Thursday was the hardest thing I had to do this summer.
Then their we're the workers. There had never been a better group of people than them, or a group as entertaining. They put up with our mistakes, redo our work, never complain, and are always willing to help out with a smile. To Edgar, Luis, Manuel, Romero, Caesar, Raphie, and Diego I say some great thanks because you all are the best. I have got to know your quirks and jokes and learn a lot from you all.
Paula and Fontaine along with their daughters Ally and Katy and Kevin have done a fantastic job hosting teams. Without them my experience could not be as wonderful as it was. Of course the girls here had a huge part in that. Each one is wonderful and talented and I am proud to know them.
I am glad to see my family and friends but leaving without knowing when I'll be able comeback is the hardest part. I hope to be able to return next year to learn more about Guatemala and God's plan for here and for me.
Thank you all for your support and prayers.
Location:Mimi's House
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
No Such Thing as Boring at Mimi's House
Allison out at McDonald's for a fun trip before church that night.
Location:Guatemala
Sunday, July 22, 2012
Saturday, July 14, 2012
This Week
Location:Guatemala
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
Start of the week
Location:Guatemala
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
Yew Paint
So yesterday we painted an entire bedroom and bathroom in like three or four hours. Just trim around the doors are left. We do have to paint the large team rooms and bathrooms before the team get here Friday. However, we won't do any panting tomorrow because we will be at the beach. Hope we get it all done!
Location:Mimi's House
Sunday, July 1, 2012
Friday, June 29, 2012
How?
I have always been so sure when he is talking to me. But it seems lately that is more of a whisper. When it comes so quietly how will I know?
And even if He is saying something how do you keep your hopes up when it seems impossibly big for you? Even when you know God can accomplish anything it is hard to believe He can use you to do it when it is so big.
How can you be sure and how can you still have hope when tells you to accomplish something huge?
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Here are some pics. Wish I could post more!
Waterfall on the way to Panajachel on my first day.
View from the balcony of the girls room I stay in. (its really beautiful at night but to dark for pics)
My roommates. And they are both older than me. But you won't probably know that unless I tell you because they are Guatemalan sized.
Children of Cerra Alto.
Location:Guatemala